I can´t believe and I can´t cry

If you only knew
How you affected my life
By just one lie
You´ve got me addicted to the knife

Just because of you I can´t cry
I take this blade and pierce my skin
The blood is falling down and I don´t know why
Why I´m bleeding insted of crying

I felt guilty when I left you
Cause you nreeded me more than ever
Being with you nerly got me killed
I tought this family would last forever

Just because of you I can´t cry
I take this blade and pierce my skin
The blood is falling down and I don´t know why
Why I´m bleeding insted of crying

I can´t trust anyone anymore
And it´s all because of you
Why did you lie?
Now I can´t believe that anything is true