giving up on me

I can hear it on their voices
I can see it in their eyes
Everyone is giving up on me..

It really took a long time for me to see
That they have lost their hope
Lost their hope on me

And now they are bored out and tired of my sellfish ways
Tired of my mood swings and new scars

well I can´t blame them..

Atleast they can leave whenever they want
But I will always be stuck with myself