Accept me for who I am

Suicide is far to painless
Atleast if you are like me, so faithless
I can´t feel a thing as the razors tuch my skin
I´m always hungry, I´m trying to starve myself thin
I want to see my bones beneath my skin
Cause they all screamed: Hey fatty! Is it fun to be ugly?or something like that..it hurted me, it did so now I´m getting thin
Yeah, you´ll see!
I´m not the fat, ugly girl I used to be
If you stare, I stare right back
Cause I aint gonna take it anymore
Your hurting words that kept me down for so long, and what for!?
Did it make you feel big? so great and strong?
If you really think so, then you are oh so fucking wrong
And now I have the voice to protest
I can finaly say what´s in my mind
But still I can´t forget what so many said..
And it doesn´t help that daddy still complains
You eat to much!
You are to thin!
well I guess I can´t do anything right, I´m never good enough
And still you wonder why I hate you
Why I left you all alone
I´m sorry daddy!
But I can´t live with someone who´s always pushing me down
Keeps crying in my knees, and gets drunk everyday..
That´s why I walked away!
You and so many more made me so insecure
I could never say no..I always did what everyone wanted me to do
But that´s over now
I´m not going to listen to any of you again
Your voices are to fucking vain
So now I scream so for the first time you can hear me

THIS IS WHO I AM AND I`M NOT GOING TO CHANGE!