Never forgive myself

It´s hard to forgive and forget
But daddy I miss the times we had
I´m sorry for leaving you when you needed me the most
I should have let you drag me down in your sorrows
Let you cry in my knees
I was all you´ve got, your little princess
But I left you...
And I will never forgive myself for that

Har du glömt mig?
Är jag inte bra nog för dig?
Jag kanske är för jobbig för nån som du
Men om du vill ska kan jag försvinna från ditt liv nu
Jag kan ta mitt liv, försvinna från allt
Eller i såren stö salt
Om du vill så plågar jag mig själv för dig
För att du ska förstå... att jag älskar dig

Things that you do and say
Hurt so badly sometimes
It´s not like you´re mean
But you don´t know what
I´ve been going through
And even if you did know, you still wouldn´t´understand...
Cause even I don´t
So I have to tell you
That every word you say can make me cry
Even if you didn´t have a bad intension
I´m very sensitive and so easy to break
So try to not say anything
Anything that reminds me of my past

giving up on me

I can hear it on their voices
I can see it in their eyes
Everyone is giving up on me..

It really took a long time for me to see
That they have lost their hope
Lost their hope on me

And now they are bored out and tired of my sellfish ways
Tired of my mood swings and new scars

well I can´t blame them..

Atleast they can leave whenever they want
But I will always be stuck with myself